life is never what you expect it to be, it is full of surprises. the mind is something that wouldn't stop ticking, we would just keep thinking and thinking til we finally break down. things isn't that it seems like.
but hey sher dearest, you better do something fast, or you will lose him. at least try sounding him out first or just let him know. but sometimes, its better not to take things too fast ahead. there's always two sides to a story. it depends on the situation, which side favours it. you know, to me, i would prefer not knowing the truth if it hurts. saves me all the tears and misery. but there's another part in you that yearns to know the truth and that's called curiosity. life is pretty amazing huh? so much contradictions here and there. i couldn't find the right quotes back for you. i remembered something damn nice in the show, i tried searching for it, but hey its 25 episodes, i don't have enough time to find and type here before i go get ready to head out the door. i still want to say this, although i have said it to you quite many times.
never underestimate the element of surprise.
there's always something nice at the end of the day. life would never be sucky unless you are an ultimate loser. haha.

[	Current Mood	|	crazy	]
[	Current Music	|	張惠妹 - 解脫	]

a pretty interesting day today.
i don't know why, but i found today's training fun.
or maybe because i'm in a good mood.

ate cup noodles for lunch.
was craving for it, its been soooo long since i last ate it.
after that, i watched high school musical 3 with frosty sleeping on my lap.
he's seriously damn cute, i swear.
his eyes so big and round, like a saucer.

mama came back with the discs! yay!
so i played the part where jandi became the housemaid for mama to watch since she said she missed that episode.
after watching one episode, i went up to bathe.

somebody had to play a prank on me huh?
i was bathing halfway when i saw fingers coming through my shower curtains.
i screamed damn loudly.
i knew it was mama.
mama drew open the curtain and said i scare her with my piercing scream.
hellooo, you were the one who tried scaring me with those creepy fingers.
i still remembered jianhuan and justin(i think) or dexter.
they switched off the light when i was bathing.
a few times, in fact.
i keep screaming.
even if i'm not afraid anymore, its just such a habit to scream when something happens.
how retarded.

i feel like taking photos tomorrow.
i'm suddenly jealous of people who have new photos updated.

one shouldn't be greedy.
should settle for what they have now.
even if it is not perfect.
stop finding excuses.
because imperfections may just be perfection to you.

i feel like heading down to a big open space and scream out loud.
there's so many things i said i want to do but i didn't in the end.
even now that exams are over, i still couldn't do everything i want.

i'm getting so pissed with my cousin.
i guess he just doesn't know when he steps on people's tail.
why didn't i block him off in the first place?
completely ruin my mood.

[	Current Mood	|	angry	]
[	Current Music	|	Nobody - Wonder Girls	]

crankiness is bad, really bad.

i threw my frustrations on the piano today. halfway during today's lessons. i couldn't stand it when i keep playing the same old mistakes. and i swear, almost every piano lessons, i'd get all frustrated. time is running out. i'm taking my exams in february. "do i have enough time?" i always wonder.

i want to go ktv. jh, reply my text!

and i was losing it when my modem corked up again. its is so damn irritating i swear. and i can't remember what i typed just now before they came up with "the page can't be found" when i clicked post.

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